**been far too long**
posted on Thursday, March 24, 2005 at 04:46 p.m.
*sticks out tongue*
wow. it's been too long that i don't even know wat to say.
karl's back in austria....and now i'm back in the loops all alone (I MISS YOU BABE!)....but i'm having fun working at the good ol' """""international cafe""""" on campus.
it kinda makes me want to go back to skool...which is a very very scary thought!
anyway, i'll update more when i'm not buzzing off waaaaay waaaay too much coffee. i'll see y'all in the puddle!
Trav----yay! i love my dublin sticker....makes the view out of this snowglobe a lil brighter...I MISS YOU...I HOPE YER HAVING FUN!!!
*muah*

**Voted off the mountain**
posted on Sunday, March 6, 2005 at 05:31 p.m.
so i got voted off *sticks out her tongue* uh well, life continues on in it's predictable chaotic way.
*smiles* the gypsy life.
Only...i kinda wish this free-spirit of myne would kinda settle down a bit. *crosses her fingers*...can you see beyond that bend?
a lot's gonna be happening (a lot or well, nothing which is the same thing---right?) in the next few days so i'll try to keep in touch but there are no promises made....
keep smiling everyone.

****
posted on Tuesday, February 22, 2005 at 07:58 p.m.

this is the last you'll see of me fer a long time!
'cause after tonight i'm packing up my precious baby computer and am back to living in my car
*laughs* life is sure keeping me on my toes lately.
well, good luck everyone...and i'll keep in touch.
*love**peace**sunshine**and cookies*!!!

****
posted on Tuesday, February 22, 2005 at 12:21 p.m.
you hold me close.
you walk with me
and sumhow the night seems a lil less lonely.
but in the light?
in the morning.
i open my eyes and you are not here.
no, you are not here.
i beg and i plead
and i know you're happy and no longer in pain
and this hole in my heart
will just get bigger
and this piece of my life
will always be missing
but you were true beauty-
you were true love.
a shiny piece of shell covered in ocean
only to disappear.
and your footprints are only left to fade.
but if there ever were angels
sent to suffer great trials in this superficial world-
if there ever were goddesses
sent to bear wat most cannot
then you are that angel
and you are that goddess of my heart.

**Packing Update**
posted on Tuesday, February 22, 2005 at 11:55 a.m.
i'm outdoing myself. The box count is now up to 12. Can you believe it???!!! That means that i've packed a total of 10 of 'em today.....*wow*
*laughs* that also means that my closet is almost packed.

****
posted on Tuesday, February 22, 2005 at 08:38 a.m.
So, i can't believe i'm up this freaking early ((((mind you, in EMPIRE time it is really 930 and that would be sleeping in an extra 3 and a half hours for me)))).
i also can't believe that i'm excited to go back to work! *laughs* the snow has been so awesome up there, and i have my new snowboard.....mmmm....fun fun fun.
anyway, i guess i should actually be packing instead of frying my brains out here.....

Peter- -hope yer having fun!!!
Kevin- - im really sorry. i'm over it now tho.....*puss-in-boots eyes*
Jdawg & Manda- -SKIPPERS!

**food frum a box**
posted on Monday, February 21, 2005 at 03:24 p.m.
Sumhow, after eating at the lodge, i just have given up trying to make anything. Especially when food frum a box can taste okay with little or no effort.
teehee.
so not much is new, and yet everything is. i've updated a link to a new site where i'm posting sum of my poetry, or well, writing i guess. not sure wat form i'm writing in anymore. creative scribblings i guess. Click here to see wat i mean
i've kept in horrible touch with everyone this past season. Not sure if i should apologize or not 'cause y'all have done the same *laughs & sticks out her tongue*
uh well, i have 2 more 2 week shifts and then i'm back to the normal life.
no more snowglobe paradise *pouts*
hope everyone's doin awesome.
muah!