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THE USED POET
 an online journal of randomness

**never home.** posted on Wednesday, January 5, 2005 at 08:41 p.m.
so i'm in the puddle again. a day earlier than i woulda hoped but here i am in the freezing cold!!! *laughs* it's good to be back. the drive was amazingly beautiful! and i had company fer once so that was awesome too.... but anyway, i'm bored...i'll post soon. Kevin---sorry i didn't call you before i left, plans changed so quickly that i wasn't even thinking. i hope things get better for you much luv- -alysia xxx ooo**back home again** posted on Friday, December 31, 2004 at 01:45 p.m.
it feels like forever since i've sat in front of this monitor. i can't tell you how happy i am to be back at my house. in my room. in my mess. ugh, looks like the day will be spent cleaning and sorting.
my christmas was absolutely wonderful. it was so awesome to see all the lil cousins garbed up in CMH clothes! And i got so incredibly spoiled that i'll be writing out thank you cards well into the new year...*laughs* but anyways, i hope y'all had a great time and have an even better time tonight! *love*
jay---i'm so flattered that you use "beauty is not a beautiful thing" as a favorite quote. tho, i do hafta confess i have no idea which poem of myne it is frum! *laughs* see you soon gurl. much luv- -alysia xxx ooo**old poem. new post** posted on Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 10:16 p.m.
Melodies,
Songs that remind me
Of you
I shake my head,
Refusing the memories
That beckon
A tear silently falls
Because you used to love me
Back then
When I loved me too.
much luv- -alysia xxx ooo**beauty is not a beautiful thing** posted on Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 08:59 p.m.
i remember one day when everyone was surprised. everyone did not notice that glint in your eye. that day that barn coldness has frozen all their hearts you're gone.
i remember one day when you looked at me. saw thru me to the bones. to the essence of who i am you looked away.
i remember one day when i glanced up. looked to the sun and the aura surrounding it. life in general. the moment you left the seconds i gained there's no difference now but i thank you for the gift. for the chance. much luv- -alysia xxx ooo
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